Almost There

I’m almost there
I had to change my wear
even if it was my last pair
Cause I had to keep it moving,
on my way and keep improving,
all the pain I keep removing.
The past, it was a scare
and so the present is to repair
my future I will share
I’m almost there so
please don’t close that gate
I won’t be late at this rate
I just can’t wait
to see all the stares
Of those who thought
I couldn’t bear
Of those who ought
to be aware
I’m on my way
I’m picking up weight
But I could carry away
I’ve got a stronger plate
I can’t back down
I need to earn my crown
Unobtainable with a frown
if I rather not say,
it’s gonna come back to haunt me
and I’m gonna always be its prey
so I go after what I want,
even if it means facing fear:
False Expectations Appearing Real.
It will not destroy my happiness:
the core to my prized possession.
Can you see my expression?
Nothing near depression
It will leave you with a good impression
For now, hear my confession
I lost my sense, always at a defense
with a pretense of nonchalance
But now I’m on the offense,
I’m trying to score so I get into flow
I’m almost there
Can you hear me down the block?
The clock is ticking, tick tock
I’ll make it without a doubt
Only way is to keep this route.

© Valerie Cedoit

My first prophecy

This is a prophecy someone else shared with me and I wanted to share it with you all.

Good evening fans. Most of you don't know that I'm a 17 year old boy that lives in Florida. I'm an usher at my church, which i attend on wednesdays and sundays. One day at church when I was being prayed for my pastor told me that I would one day spread the word of God to many people. I tried to ignore this prophecy for many months. My mother told me that I can't fight what God wants to do with my life. Well today I was with my twin brother and we picked up my friend to get something to eat at my job. I wanted to go through the drive-thru but they didn't. We went inside and another man in there ordered before us but we didn't pay much attention to him. After we ordered our food we sat down and ate. The man who had ordered before us had walked up to our table and asked if he could sit with us for a second, and this is what he said. "Do you three boys go to church?" we said yes. He says "God just wanted me to come over to you three and tell you that you all will change the nation." He started to cry and I was stunned. He said" I was sitting across the restaurant and i saw the fire of christ over all three of you. You three will spread the word of God to many people and change their lives forever" This man who i had never seen before changed my life forever. I know that God was telling him to come up to me today. It was amazing.

Not Enough

This is actually what I've done to someone meaning I wrote this in their perspective and 'you' WAS me. Yes, I said it and for me to be able to write about it after, means I've come a long way. . & its another way to apologize to you.


All that I do,
you think is just a bluff,
just not enough.
You want more
but I’m soar
from this war
You’re too blind
to see my scores
I’m on my grind
trying my best
but I’m not behind
at your request.
I’m giving you my all
then you cause me to fall
when you start to brawl
about what is so small.
Last time I checked,
you weren’t perfect
so don’t even try to direct
what you can’t even reflect.
All that I show, is as though they flow
in one eye and out the other.
Just not enough
for you to be satisfied,
to divide the strife
and lower your pride.
Wish I could open up my heart
and show you its words inscribed,
the same words my tongue described,
maybe then will you believe it?
After it has been transcribed
All that I give just ain’t enough
So I’ll let you overload
till your heart explodes
then you’ll want me to slow my roll
But I won’t be able to detect this code
I’ll be already far along the road
But I’m sure you’ll see
a scratch in this mode
Even if this is what you bestowed
But I just can’t quit
I will continue to sit
and transmit my love to you
If that’s legit
Let's just sit here
and digest this. .

© Dr. Cedoit

Shanelle Gabriel - Why I Love You

WOW! really enjoyed it & this is also why I LOVE YOU. .

Relying on Jesus

Here’s an interesting story about putting our trust in Jesus:
When Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah, or as you know them as Shradrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego were about to be thrown into the fiery furnace by Nebuchadnezzar, God was prancing around really nervous searching for a way to save them. He went to the first angel, this angel had 2 wings. God asked, “How fast can you get down to Babylon? I need to save Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego.” The angel replied, “I can get there in 24 hours!” God exclaimed “24 hours! That’s much too long.” God goes to a second angel. Now, this angel had 4 wings. God asks the same question, “How long can you get to Babylon?” The angel replies, “I can do much better than the last. I can be there in 12 hours.” This was not acceptable to God. God goes to a third angel, with 6 wings. He asks the same question, this angel replies, “I can do even better, 6 hours!” “No, no, no. This won’t do,” God says. He goes to again another angel with 8 wings. This angel was able to be there in 3 hours. But 3 hours wasn’t good enough for God. As a final resort, God goes to His best angel. This one has 10 wings! God asks this angel, “How fast can you get to Babylon?” This angel answered “1.5 hours!” But, 1.5 hours was still not good enough for God. Finally God has an idea, “My Son! I’ll get my Son to do it! Where’s my Son?” God couldn’t find His Son. He searched heaven high and low to search for His Son. Suddenly, from Babylon, Jesus calls out to His Father from the furnace, “I’m already here!”

Trust God

"When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust him fully. Only one of the two things will happen; either he will catch you when you fall or he will teach you how to fly."