Before its too late

It feels like
I’m in this tunnel called life
and I’m looking for answers
on these cave walls
The only problem is, it’s too
dark to read the cave markings
Something isn’t right.
I’m looking for these answers
but every corner I turn
I feel like something is missing.
I know I need you in front of me.
But why can’t I trust you?
Trust you to hold my hand
And show me the way
Because It says you are
The Way, The Truth, and The Life
But still what’s wrong with me?
You’ve knocked at my door
But I pushed you away as if you
were an intruder invading my privacy.
Sin is so bad, it’s holding me back
The rain is pouring down
I keep getting wetter
But I can’t move
Don’t know where to go
Don’t know how to start going
And like a beggar in the streets
You offered me food
But I refused, demanded money:
The root of all evil.
I know I lie to make it through the day
I know I’m attracted to this sinful world
Like a magnet, I’m pulled
towards worldly attractions
But pull me back with a stronger force
Hold me close to you cause
I’m tired of the way I’m living,
tired of having to hide my heart from them
tired of being distant from you.
Spent days without a word to you.
In church but mind on my worries
Lord, I feel you calling so
Help me Lord
Before there’s no time left
Before the Book of Life Is closed
Before the sun becomes
black like rough black cloth
Before the full moon becomes
red like blood
Before the stars in the
sky falls to the earth
Like figs falling from a
fig tree when the wind blows
Before you come and take us
up above where its better
than down below cause
I just wanna be saved . .