Blame me

Blame me
It’s not your fault
You were accused for an assault
Held by default
But I refuse to reduce your name
and put you to shame
So I'll take the blame
I'll carry it on my shoulders
Block out disgrace
With two big boulders
And I’m sorry for the things I've done
that shot you like a gun
and made me want to run
Cause I knew it couldn’t be undone
But the war had just begun
Sorry I couldn’t understand
your demands and commands
in the language you spoke
which made the gap between us expand
But I was able to withstand
Sorry for the hearts I broke
Blame me for thinking it was just a joke
Sorry for wanting someone by my side
All the tears that I cried
were for making me hide what’s inside
Sorry for growing up
And expecting you to allow my growth
I said I would never pick up a coffee cup
But this stress got me breaking my oath
You acted but blame me cause
I reacted in an equal but opposite reaction
Is it my fault that you weren’t able to pause?
not when I wasn’t your satisfaction
Your words were wrong
but blame me for falling for them
and not being strong
so I became worse when you wanted me better
felt so much I couldn’t even say in a letter
you never learned
so how do I expect you to teach
but I still fell and avoided your reach
Blame me for what you’ve done to me
Only He has the key to free me of my past
A power no one can surpass..