Fear

I live in fear
constantly near tears
when anxiety appears
All I wanna do is
disappear and adhere
to what I know.
But what am I afraid of?
What is too heavy to shove?
It’s the constant battle
between us and them
The battle between bio and chem,
those bodies and our chemistry.
It’s the fear of getting trapped
in separate cages with only
our eyes at work and our hands at rest
its too hard to digest
and we cant attest
to what they say.
It’s the fear of trying
and them denying
It’s the fear of walking tall
then them coming down
and hawking all.
All that I’ve hoped for
All that I’ve groped for
I’m still tryna figure out life itself
But when fear creeps in,
All I’ve tried gets placed back on a shelf.
for when fear leaps out.
and when all i wanna do is
Forget
Everything
And
Run
I’m reminded that I must
Face
Everything
And
Recover
It’s that motivation I constantly need
In order for me to proceed
my way ahead to succeed
Cause I got somewhere to go
so I must leave fear down below.